¡Basta Ya! ¡No Mas!

May the Lord have mercy on the soul of George Walker Bush. I challenge anyone to read—without weeping—these last letters home from some of the 75 Texans who have died in Iraq. W is a butcher and all of them—W and the war criminals in his administration—deserve to burn in Hell. Anyone who can read through all of these letters without weeping has a cold, stone heart. And the flag-covered caskets keep arriving in Dover while W is on vacation and running about the country on his fool's errand. If this is (fair & balanced) sedition, so be it.

[x Texas Monthly]
In Their Own Words
Read passages from letters written by Texas soldiers who died in Iraq.

For the feature article "Letters Home," we photographed correspondence written by Texans who died in Iraq. Because we could not include all the letters we received from soldiers' families in the pages of the magazine, the text of some additional letters appears below. We have not corrected spelling or grammar; instead, the letters appear exactly as they were written.

As of July 2004, 75 Texans had died in Iraq.

First Lieutenant Doyle Hufstedler III, 25, Abilene

To his wife, Leslie, who was expecting their first child. Hufstedler was killed on March 31, 2004, when an improvised explosive device hit his armored personnel carrier in Habbaniyah. Leslie gave birth to their daughter, Grace, in May.

27 Nov 2003

Love Bug,

. . . I received a few letters last night and was so thriled to here it went well. Hopefully I will be able to call on 1 Dec and find out how that appoptment went. Keep sending the tapes! They do make me sad but I still want to listen to them. I think its realy cool you are going to be able to viedo tape the next ultrasound! So, do we find out the sex on the 1st or after that? I just cant wait to find out I've been thinking alot about name and I realy do like my name for a boy but I understand you don't I did however like you suggestion of Matthew David But I kind of worry about what Matt would think! This just poped in to my head this morning but thought for a gril, Chesson Ashely, Im not sure I like it though. It just kinda poped in to my head like I said. . . .

. . . Hay while I am thinking about it there are some things I would like you to send me if its not to much trouble. Some of it my be difficult to do and if it is don't even bother. I need a coffe cup, thermos, pack of cigarette lighters, and 4 package of 1st Leutnet Pin on Rank (black). Ill need the rank for when I get promoted in a few months. That will be nice it a realy big raise on top of the raise we will get in January. Hopefully we will still be able to save some money after the little one comes.

You will have to let me know how the Aggie TV game goes even though I think I already know the outcome. Is it in College Staion or Austin? I guess its not realy that important. I just kinda want to know. Well I am going to drop this in the mail and see if any showed up for me today! I dout it though most everyone has the day off for the holiday. I love you so much and miss you teribilly. I can't wait I get home! I love you baby!

Love,

Me

29 Nov 2003

Love Bug,

I so much enjoyed geting to talk to you on Thanksgiving espicialy for so long. I hope I said I love you enough! I didn't think we would actully be able to talk for forty mineuts as most of our phone conversations are so matter of fact. I guess with more time to talk we didn't have to worry about matter of fact things. I miss you so much and can't wait till I get home and can hold you in my arms. I love you baby.

I'll tell you what I am supper excited waiting to get my packages you sent, espicialy the one with the Christmas tree. I am going to put it up as soon as I get it just like you always want to put it up the day after Thanks Giving. Just think next Christmass we will have a little one to buy presents for. How nice will that be! I tell you what I just cant wait to see what you got me, espicial since Harrold went with you to get it. I absolutely can't think of what it might be. Guess I'll just have to wait and see.

Our mission went well yesterday and we even found some more weapons! We found 3 RPG-7 launchers, 8 RPG rounds, and 181 mm mourtor round. Today we are back out at the ASP which has become extremly boreing most of the time. Its kinda nice however because every one leaves you alone for the most part.

I think tomorrow I will give myself a hair cut and take a hot shower if they have water. Hopefully we will have mail tomorrow. Also as we have not received any in about 3 days on account of the holiday. As always baby I love you and miss you, and I'll meet you in my dreams!

Love,

Me

. . . I am just so excited about Grace coming and can't wait to hold here and you in my arms and take walks in the evening, except know with a stroller. I can't wait to take you for ice cream and just go for drives. Just think I'll be home soon and we will be doing all of those things. I love you so much baby and will call and write very soon.

!I love you!

Love,

Me

9 Dec 2003

Love Bug,

. . . Carrying on I got several letters from you yester day from the 13th and 19th of November. In one of them you talked about stayin in Charrlotte to have the baby! I thing that is a good idea, espicialy since you like the doctor so much, and besides that means our baby won't be a geographical yank. . . .

. . . I am so excited about being a father, its going to be so much fun! And yes we can try to eat lunch every day when I get home. That would be awesom.

Love,

Me



Master Sergeant Kelly Hornbeck, 36, Fort Worth

To his parents, Jeff and Camille. Hornbeck served in the Army's Special Forces. He died on January 18, 2004, of wounds that were sustained two days earlier, when an improvised explosive device hit his vehicle south of Samarra.

10-10-03

Mom + Dad,

. . . My team is performing great. I could not be happier with them. I hope and pray that things continue to go as smoothley as they have and we'll all be home safely, and soon. I love you both.

Kelly



Second Lieutenant Jonathan Rozier, 25, Katy

To his wife, Jessica. Their son Justin, who Rozier briefly mentions, was seven months old at the time this was written. Rozier was killed on July 19, 2003, when his unit was fired upon by rocket-propelled grenades and small arms fire in Baghdad.

9 Jun 03

Hey Hottie,

. . . I can't wait to get home. When I'm not busy & I sit down, I start to think of home. I imagine what those first few minutes when I get off the plane will be like. I think about seeing you there with Justin. Seeing you smile and possibly cry as I walk up. Grabbing you and hugging you for a long time, tightly. Giving you kisses & wiping away your tears. It makes me happy to imagine that. I think about the first day, week, visiting family. Being able to sleep with you again, sharing a warm bed on a cold night, whispering to each other in the dark. Holding & kissing you . . .

I miss it all. I want to hold your hand in the grocery store. I want to put my arm around when we watch a movie. I want to have you come up & kiss me just because & I'll do the same. To hear you say "I Love you." I love you too.

I know I didn't do all of that all the time before I left. Now that I've had to do without for so long I know that I was wrong. You are my most precious treasure & I didn't keep you right. I'm so sorry. When I get back I want to start all over again. Start from scratch & get it right this time. I want to Honeymoon for the rest of our lives. Always to be amazed by each other. To always love & always want each other. I'll kiss you right when I get home, you'll see. Until then, close your eyes & think of me. I'm saying I love you & if you listen you can hear me. If you get sad, I'll be there, holding you, wiping away your tears.

I love you

Jonathan



Lance Corporal Aaron Austin, 21, Sunray

To his fiancee, Tiffany Frank. Austin proposed to Frank a month earlier, over the phone from Iraq. He was killed on April 26, 2004, when he and his fellow Marines came under heavy enemy fire in Fallujah.

Thursday, April 15, 2004 4:45 PM

to whom it may concern,

my relationship with jesus christ is close he has helped me through alot and is definitaly helping me through the situation i am faced with now. i beleive in his angels of protection and beleive all things work out for the good for those who beleive in his name. i know i slip alot but beleive in the blood he shed for our sins. i hope to make a positive effect spiritually on those who surround me. . . .

Aaron Austin



Sergeant Henry Ybarra III, 32, Austin

To his father, Henry II. Lilian, who Ybarra mentions having spoken to the night before, was his wife and the mother of his three children. Ybarra was killed on September 11, 2003, in Balad, north of Baghdad, when the tire he was changing on a ten-ton cargo truck exploded.

27 Feb 03

Hey Dad,

How is it going? Me good. I got to talk to Lilian last night. My birthday went ok. I work nights here so I am off during the day. How is the weather there? Here it is breezy at times. We have had about 4 sand storms since I have been here. The area I am at is called Camp Udari. It is 15 miles from the Iraq border. We are ready to push forward into Iraq. We are just waiting for the word. I am ready to go and get it over with. I don't see the war lasting very long. We have the best attack helicopters around. Not just the best but alot. The 101st Airbase division from Ft. Campbell will be moving into the area anyday now. I also hear 1st cav from Hood will be joining us here. I have no fears. I know God will protect me. The day of my birthday we had to put our protective mask on. The camp picked up a false chemical preserve. What a way to wake up on your 32nd birthday. Dad if you can see the equipment here in Kuwait that we have you would feel sorry for Iraq. We have just about everything you can think of. Well Dad just wanted to say a quick hello and let you know I am ok. Write you soon.

Love your son,

HY

Copyright © 2004 The Texas Monthly Magazine

This Is My Lawsuit, This Is Your Lawsuit

The Brothers Spiridellis have a legal problem. Woody Guthrie— that great capitalist in the sky—sold his song and the current copyright owners have threatened Gregg and Evan Spiridellis with a copyright infringement lawsuit. Somehow, I think Woody Guthrie—the original Okie from Muskogee—would have enjoyed the parody. If this is (fair & balanced) theft of intellectual property, so be it.

[x CNN/MONEY]
A Jibjab Showdown
Bush-Kerry parody draws the ire of the music publisher that owns the Guthrie song.
by
Allen Wastler

NEW YORK (CNN/Money) - With something as fun as a cartoon Bush and Kerry hurling musical epithets at one another, you knew lawyers would have to get involved.

And, unfortunately for JibJab.com, they have.

You know the Jibjab thing I'm talking about, right? The flash animation movie swirling around the Internet with President George Bush and Senator John Kerry singing to the tune of Woody Guthrie's "This Land Is Your Land."

Bush: "You're a liberal sissy!"

Kerry: "You're a right wing nut job!"

Both: "This land will surely vote for me!"

The bit is hilarious. Unless you are The Richmond Organization, a music publisher that owns the copyright to Guthrie's tune through its Ludlow Music unit.

"This puts a completely different spin on the song," said Kathryn Ostien, director of copyright licensing for the publisher. "The damage to the song is huge."

TRO believes that the Jibjab creation threatens to corrupt Guthrie's classic -- an icon of Americana -- by tying it to a political joke; upon hearing the music people would think about the yucks, not Guthrie's unifying message. The publisher wants Jibjab to stop distribution of the flash movie.

Of course the creators behind Jibjab don't agree.

"We consider it a case of political satire and parody and therefore entitled to the fair use exemption of the copyright act," said Jibjab attorney Ken Hertz.

So far there isn't a lot of money involved. The brothers who made the movie, Gregg and Evan Spiridellis, have been distributing it pretty much for free (a paid-download option was available, but abandoned as most folks went for the free-on-the-Internet route). But the two are getting a lot of media attention as more news organizations and talk shows feature the flash bit (I think CNN was first, by the way, when we featured it on "In The Money" in early July).

"We're just trying to catch our breath," said Gregg Spiridellis, before sending me on to his lawyer.

Right now lawyers for both sides are just hurling threatening letters at one another. If the dispute ends up in court, it'll be interesting.

TRO: "You've hurt our music!"

Jibjab: "You've got no humor!"

Both: "This judge will surely side with me!"

Allen Wastler is managing editor for CNN/Money and a commentator on CNNfn.

Copyright © 2004 CNN/MONEY

Hell, Don't Give Me Science, Give Me That Old-Time Religion!

In the early 21st century, the yahoos are in full cry. The earth is flat. Life begins with the first flirtatious glance, not even conception. Science is replete with lies. The President of the United States of America claims that he gets his advice from the Almighty. (Internet rumor has W on drugs because he seems unbalanced to staffers. W invokes the Lord in one breath and drops an f-bomb epithet in the next. The Prozac Nation has its commander-in-chief.) The Attorney General of the United States would be happy to mount a fundamentalist Inquisition. If this is (fair & balanced) ignorance, so be it.

[x Scientific American]
Questions That Plague Physics: A Conversation with Lawrence M. Krauss
Lawrence M. Krauss speaks about unfinished business

Chair of the physics department at Case Western Reserve University, Lawrence M. Krauss is famed in the research community for his prescient suggestion that a still mysterious entity called dark energy might be the key to understanding the beginnings of the universe. He is also an outspoken social critic and in February was among 60 prominent scientists who signed a letter entitled "Restoring Scientific Integrity in Policymaking," complaining of the Bush administration's misuse of science. The public, though, might know him best as an op-ed writer and author of books with mass appeal. His 1995 work, The Physics of Star Trek, became a best-seller, translated into 15 languages. He is now finishing his seventh popular title, Hiding in the Mirror: The Mysterious Allure of Extra Dimensions, which he describes as "an exploration of our long-standing literary, artistic and scientific love affair with the idea that there are hidden universes out there." Krauss recently discussed his many scientific and social passions with writer Claudia Dreifus.

SCIENTIFIC AMERICAN: What are the top questions bedeviling physicists today?

LAWRENCE KRAUSS: Three that I find fascinating are: What is the nature of dark energy? How can we reconcile black hole evaporation with quantum mechanics? And, finally, do extra dimensions exist? They are all connected. And they are all going to require some new insights into quantum gravity. But someone is going to have to come up with a totally new and remarkable idea. And it's hard to predict when that is going to happen. In 1904 you couldn't have predicted that Albert Einstein would come up with a remarkable idea in 1905. I think the resolution to these problems is likely to be theoretical and not experimental. This is because direct experimental signatures that might point us in the right theoretical directions in these areas probably lie beyond the realm of current experiments. I'd also bet that the solution to these problems is not going to resemble anything being done now, including string theory.

SA: Is string theory the physics equivalent of The God That Failed, as some people used to say about communist ideology?

LK: Not exactly. But I do think its time may be past. String theory and the other modish physical theory, loop quantum gravity, both stem from one basic idea: that there's a mathematical problem with general relativity.The idea is that when you try to examine physical phenomena on ever smaller scales, gravity acts worse and worse. Eventually, you get infinities. And almost all research to find a quantum theory of gravity is trying to understand these infinities. What string theory and what loop quantum gravity do is go around this by not going smaller than a certain distance scale, because if you do, things will behave differently. Both these theories are based on the idea that you can't go down to zero in a point particle, and that's one way to get rid of mathematical infinities. The main difference, I think, between the two theories is that string is intellectually and mathematically far richer. String theory hasn't accomplished a lot in terms of solving physical problems, but it's produced a lot of interesting mathematical discoveries. That's why it fascinates. Loop quantum gravity hasn't even done that, at least in my mind.

"We live in a society where it's considered okay for intelligent people to be scientifically illiterate."

SA: Are you saying that string theory hasn't really gotten us anywhere?

LK: Neither string theory nor loop quantum gravity has told us much about the key unsolved physical problems--most important, why does the universe have dark energy? That's the biggest question right now. One thing that has come out of string theory is the idea of plural universes or extra dimensions, and that's because string theory is based on extra dimensions. The only consistent string theory originally had 26 dimensions, and then it got lowered to 10. But the universe we live in is four-dimensional [three spatial plus time]. A lot of talk went into explaining how all these extra dimensions were invisible. Recently some people have been trying to turn that defect into a virtue by suggesting that the extra dimensions might actually be detectable.

SA: You've just finished writing a book about parallel universes. Do you think they're real?

LK: Let me answer you this way: it's an exciting area, and it's wonderful for graduate students. One of my former Ph.D. students is largely responsible for the recent surge of interest in this idea. But I think these extra dimensions smell wrong. What we are learning from elementary particle physics about the unification of all the forces in nature tends to point in a direction that is not the direction these large parallel universe models suggest. As beautiful and as sexy as they are, if I had to bet, I'd bet that these large extradimensional ideas are probably not right. We'll see.

SA: How did you come to write The Physics of Star Trek?

LK: Actually, it began as a joke, probably sometime in 1993. I had just finished Fear of Physics for Basic Books. I was chatting with my editor about what I might do for them next. Somewhere in the conversation, she mentioned something about her daughter's being a Trekker. "How about The Physics of Star Trek?" she laughed. That night I started thinking about the transporter, a Star Trek device that disassembled your atoms, moved them almost instantaneously to somewhere else and reassembled them in that place. What might it take to build one? That led to my making a list of all these neat Star Trek phenomena that one could use to hook people into thinking about physics. If people loved this imaginary stuff, I thought, why couldn't they love real science, which is a thousand times more amazing? I was blunt about Trek things that wouldn't work. But I also pointed readers toward more fascinating possibilities in the real universe. Real science comes up with ideas that no fiction writer would have the temerity to suggest. Think about cosmic antigravity, something I work on at my day job: no one understands why empty space should have energy. It's the weirdest idea in the world!

"I'm not against teaching faith-based ideas in religious classes; I'm just against teaching them as if they were science."

SA: Why?

LK: If you asked a child how much energy there is in empty space, he'd say "none," because that's the sensible answer. But what we've learned is that's not true: if you take everything away, there's still something there. What's worse is: if you put a little amount of energy into empty space, then everything we know about the laws of physics says you should be able to put a tremendous amount of energy into it. Once you open the dam and allow empty space to have energy, you ask how much it should naturally have. Our current understanding of gravity and quantum mechanics says that empty space should have about 120 orders of magnitude more energy than the amount we measure it to have. That is 1 with 120 zeroes after it! How to reduce the amount it has by such a huge magnitude, without making it precisely zero, is a complete mystery. Among physicists, this is considered the worst fine-tuning problem in physics. When we solve this problem, we're going to have to explain why the number that we measure is 120 orders of magnitude smaller than we would expect it to be. No one has an idea how to do that. And that's why it's the most exciting thing in physics. Because weird makes things exciting.

SA: You are one of the few top physicists who is also known as a public intellectual. In the middle of the past century, that kind of activity by scientists was much more common. Albert Einstein, in fact, was an international celebrity, whose private views of everything from nuclear disarmament to Zionism were solicited by the press. Why do you think you're such a rare bird that way now?

LK: I can't speak for others. Besides my own research, I see part of my mission as trying to close the disconnect between science and the rest of the culture. We live in a society where it's considered okay for intelligent people to be scientifically illiterate. Now, it wasn't always that way. At the beginning of the 20th century, you could not be considered an intellectual unless you could discuss the key scientific issues of the day. Today you can pick up an important intellectual magazine and find a write-up of a science book with a reviewer unashamedly saying, "This was fascinating. I didn't understand it." If they were reviewing a work by John Kenneth Galbraith, they wouldn't flaunt their ignorance of economics.

SA: How did science illiteracy become socially acceptable?

LK: We all know how badly science is taught in many schools. So many middle school and even some high school teachers have no background in science. When my daughter was in the second grade and I went to her school, I was stunned by how her teacher seemed incredibly uncomfortable with having to teach even the simplest scientific concepts. I think this is common. And there is the reality that science has grown increasingly esoteric, making it more difficult for laypeople to grasp. The truth is--and I'm hardly the first to say this--after World War II, American scientists became an isolated elite. The secrets that allowed them to change the world also allowed them to shirk responsibility for citizenship. Scientists became a class above society, rather than a part of it. And so for the longest time, certainly until the 1970s, many American scientists just didn't believe that reaching the public was important. Those were good times, with lots of money coming in. The wake-up call came in 1993, when Congress killed the Superconducting Super Collider. That was a real signal physicists were doing something wrong. We hadn't convinced the public--or even all of our colleagues--that it was worth billions to build this thing. And since then, it has become clear: to get money for what we do, we're going to have to explain it to the public. My predilection is to try to connect the interesting ideas in science to the rest of people's lives.

SA: The big public issue you've been identified with is fighting against creationist teachings in the schools. For the past couple years, you've spent your time traveling, debating creationists on proposed curriculum changes for Ohio's high schools. Was that fun?

LK: It was the least fun of anything I've ever done. Convincing people of the excitement of science is fun; trying to stave off attacks on science feels like the most incredible waste of time, even if necessary. I got drafted after several creationists were appointed to the Standards Committee of the Ohio State Board of Education. They were proposing new standards to create false controversy around evolution by introducing an ad hoc idea called intelligent design into high school science classes. For nearly a year, I found myself in the middle of what was almost the equivalent of a political campaign. When it was over, we won and we lost. We won because we had kept intelligent design out of science classes. We lost because in the spirit of "fairness," the board added a sentence to the standards saying, "Students should learn how scientists are continuing to critically examine evolutionary theory." I strongly opposed this. I wanted them to say that scientists are continuing to critically examine everything. As I feared, this sentence opened the door for the creationists' claiming that there is controversy about the accuracy of evolutionary theory. And it's come back to haunt us. Just the other week, I had to put everything I was doing aside because the creationists were back at their old games again in Ohio. One of the model lessons that came out was an intelligent-design diatribe. Basically, they snuck the whole thing in again, through the back door. This becomes so tiresome that you just want to say, "Forget about it, go on." But then you realize that this is exactly what Phillip Johnson, this lawyer who first proposed the intelligent-design strategy, proposed when he said something like, "We'll just keep going and going and going till we outlast the evolutionists."

SA: Do scientists trap themselves when they try to be "fair" and "give equal time" in their debates with the anti-Darwinists?

LK: Yes. Because science isn't fair. It's testable. In science, we prove things by empirical methods, and we toss out things that have been disproved as wrong. Period. This is how we make progress. I'm not against teaching faith-based ideas in religion classes; I'm just against teaching them as if they were science. And it disturbs me when someone like Bill Gates, whose philanthropy I otherwise admire, helps finance one of the major promoters of intelligent design by giving money to a largely conservative think tank called the Discovery Institute. Yes, they got a recent grant from the Gates Foundation. It's true that the almost $10-million grant, which is the second they received from Gates, doesn't support intelligent design, but it does add credibility to a group whose goals and activities are, based on my experiences with them, intellectually suspect. During the science standards debate in Ohio, institute operatives constantly tried to suggest that there was controversy about evolution where there wasn't and framed the debate in terms of a fairness issue, which it isn't. [Editors' note: Amy Low, a media relations officer representing the Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation, says that the foundation "has decided not to respond to Dr. Krauss's comments."]

SA: Why do you find this grant so particularly disturbing that you single it out here?

LK: Because we're living in a time when so many scientific questions are transformed into public relations campaigns--with truth going out the window in favor of sound bites and manufactured controversies. This is dangerous to science and society, because what we learn from observation and testing can't be subject to negotiation or spin, as so much in politics is. The creationists cut at the very credibility of science when they cast doubt on our methods. When they do that, they make it easier to distort scientific findings in controversial policy areas. We can see that happening right now with issues like stem cells, abortion, global warming and missile defense. When the testing of the proposed missile defense system showed it didn't work, the Pentagon's answer, more or less, went, "No more tests before we build it."

SA: Between your popular writing and your political work, when do you do science?

LK: In the quiet hours of the night, in between those things. I do it then--or when I have the opportunity to sit down with students and postdocs. It's amazing to me, when we do that, how much we can accomplish. I rely on that a lot lately.
There can be months when I'm working on other things, and I get very, very depressed. Talking about science is important, and it may be the most important thing that I do. But if I'm not actually doing science, I feel like a fraud. On the other hand, if I don't do the public stuff, I also feel like a fraud.

SA: Why a fraud?

LK: Because science is not done in a vacuum. It is done in a social context, and the results of science have important implications for society, even if it is simply providing a general understanding of how we humans fit into the cosmos.
Thus, simply producing new knowledge, without making any attempt to help disseminate it and explain it, is not enough. I think one cannot expect every scientist to spend time on the effort to explain science. But in a society in which the science is of vital importance and also in which many forces are trying to distort the results of science, it is crucial that some of us speak out.

Claudia Dreifus has been a magazine journalist and political interviewer for almost all of her adult life. For ten years she was "LI Interviewer," producing two 3,000-word interviews a month for Newsday's Sunday Magazine. After Newsday, she went to Playboy, where she refined her skills interviewing such luminaries as Gabriel García-Márquez, William Safire, and then Nicaraguan President Daniel Ortega. For several years a contributing writer for The New York Times Magazine, Dreifus currently, in addition to being a contributing writer for the "Science Times" section of The New York Times, she is a contributing editor to the world’s largest magazine, AARP – The Magazine, and a contributor to Scientific American, SEED, and MS. Magazine. Claudia Dreifus is an adjunct professor at Columbia University’s School of International and Public Affairs and Senior Fellow at the World Policy Institute of the New School for Social Research. She lives in New York City.

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